CHARMS. CHARMS.

2009-09-14T03:49:00.005+08:00

Blogspot sucks. Im gonna change to livejournal or other web host soon .... will update you guys with the new url. But seriously.. i do not feel like blogging anymore.

Tonight is the last night of a weekday that i can stay up till so late - starting my new job on Tuesday. Means i have got to be bed by latest 11pm every weekdays. if not, i wont be able to absorb anything on the next day of work :) hahahaha! now that im back to office hours, i will cherish my fri nights, saturdays and sundays even more. Lol! :D

Still, let me shout out:
Happy 67th Month Anniversary!
thank you for allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the presents you gave me throughout our relationship. i know i owe you alot but presents and money are secondary,remember? At least you know you will always have my 100% love! Even if our wedding have to be in a void deck (hahahahaha~ 不可能 - just trying to exaggerate things), i will still feel that im the happiest and most honourable woman in the entire UNIVERSE! Lol! You lucky ah you! Im not that kind of materialistic woman who wants branded and money all over the place - kinship and marriage, friendship and relationship are still my priorities. Money are just a 'thing' to make things happened. Just like some people say, Money cant be brought into the coffin and money cant buy over hearts'.

So, Bebe, Stop buying things for me! (not totally stop lah - but control buying things for me! hehehehe!)

i seriously cant wait to live marriage life with you sooooon... (1 'o' = 1 year). HAHAHAH!

We had a rough path last month, but lets throw all that far away from us and make this lovely-dovey affair work again! Plus, you really need to know this: You really can be such a dear sometimes :) seeing you brightens up my day - the way you look at me when you put me to sleep led me to a sweet dream of you and me :)

Love is such a beautiful thing ~

2009-08-26T13:13:00.002+08:00

23 Aug

JB with my Mummy! :) City Square - Holiday Plaza - Jusco - City Square. bought lots of stuffs - spent about 350 sing dollars. did full classic manicure and pedicure; painted deep red. The staff asked if i am an Air Stewardess. Lol. :) many people have been pestering me to join SIA. bought a top and a bag for Yaozong. Mummy bought the most things - I only bought cosmetics and 2 spag top :D back to Singapore at 9pm. met up with my Sis at the Taxi Stand - she went in JB as well but with her frens. Dad came to fetch us - headed to Clementi to have western food :) home sweet home afterwhich.

Super tired day.

Merissa Darling is off to Manila for 3 months. im less with a bestie to talk to. MISS HER! :)

2009-08-20T01:25:00.005+08:00

time to blog! :)

13 Aug

had steamboat with MIL, boyfriend and his friends.

14 Aug

HAPPY 67th MONTH ANNIVERSARY! :)
(never meet him though. HAHAH)

15 Aug

headed down to Bugis with Bebe to meet Meng and Veron - had dinner at V8; Venette ice cream (my favourite mango ice cream from them!) - back to Bebe's house to bath, change - went to Aug's birthday at Strand Hotel :) i also died of inhaling too much 'smoke' there. left at 3am - home sweet home to Bebe's place.

16 Aug

went back home at 5pm. Did not join Bebe with his family for dinner cos Mummy's back from Perth! bath, change and headed for family dinner at ABC market. Afterwhich, went to Anchopoint - supposed to get some grocceries from Cold Storage but in e end, Dad Mum & Sis started to buy things from Cotton On, Charles & Keith and The Warehouse Sale. i bought a 'Mary had a little lamb' bedsheet, comes tgt with a comforter :D im gonna change it to that soon ~ shall snap some photos to show you! Home sweet home after that.

17 Aug

Bebe is sick - went over to his place to take care of him :)

18 Aug

Bebe spent so much money on his bike again! AIYOYO!! i want to buy one Forever 21 dress one leh! treat your second wife so good! ME LEH?????!!!!!!! First wife leh?????????

HAHA :O

Bebe came to fetch me - headed to Vivo to catch the movie G.I Joe. had KFC( super NOT delicious!) - saw Meng and Veron; changed our movie seats to a 4 seater seats. G.I Joe not nice, NOT NICE. i just dun like it. rated 6/10 from me. why passed? Cos i 'ke lian' so many places got BOMB. hahahahahahah! LAME. Home sweet home after that.

19 Aug

I just finished watching 命中注定我爱你 - completed in 3 days. HEHE =P

2009-08-11T22:19:00.004+08:00

keeping it short again.

7 Aug

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUGENE! :)

Bebe's house - Eugene's BBQ at Bukit Merah (eat, drink, eat, drink, eat, drink) - Macdonalds for supper! - back to Bebe's house @ 4am

8 Aug

ION orchard(nice place - but complicated directions; F&B should be located specifically at one level), Bebe and Me were 'Walk-Drunk' after covering the entire shopping centre - Cineleisure for dinner(had the worst dinner outta my 20th years of life @ Basement 1: BBQ dunoo what!) - watched 1145 movie - UP !!! im in like with Russell since 2 months ago.. I LOVE THE MOVIE! :D - movie ends at almost 2am - afterwhich went to Duxton to find Bebe's fren; had beer - back to Bebe's home at 4+ am.

9 Aug

its NATIONAL DAY where everybody is happy-go-lucky. whereas for me, the entire day sucks from 8pm. im not going to mention anything or any names here. But im sure you guys will no longer be my friends! ! IN CASE YOU GUYS NEED MY HELP, FUCKING DONT EVEN THINK OF DIALLING MY NUMBER.

Boyfriend and me are fine now - so im not gonna say anything already. but yeah yeah, i will always remember how you guys treat me and will return the favour one day. Becos of you guys, there is a constant fear in me now.

I WILL NOT LOSE. 5 yrs+ of r/s will not be lost becos of you guys.

***back to Bebe's house to sleep - sore throat headache and terrible sore eyes.

When can this fear be far away from me?

2009-08-04T01:50:00.005+08:00

keeping it short .. :)

31 July

with boyfriend, we went to:
NUH - Bukit Ho Swee(accompany boyfriend for soccer) - Bukit Merah View(eat) - Bebe's house - Selegie(Rochor Tau Huay) - Egames - Home sweet home. :)

1 Aug

supposed to go ION but something cocked up. postponed to next sat! :)

with boyfriend, we went to:
NUH - Bebe's home(IM SICK!) - Preporlis(pub) - home sweet home to Bebe's house =)

2 Aug

with boyfriend, we went:
back to my home for dinner cos mummy got cook. & surprisely Bebe ate alot; almost everything! Sis was shocked; Mum was happy & I didnt know boyfriend had such big appetite. he accompanied me for awhile(watched Garfield on Channel 5) & went out with his peeps afterwhich. :D

3 Aug

woke up at 3pm(was coughing the entire night - im sick sick sick!)

Bebe came to fetch me in the early evening:
Vivo - bought 9:10pm movie for Overheard(not bad a show! rated 8 from me ;)) - while waiting, we had Macdonalds and went window shopping - bought Mini toons gummies to eat! - after movie, we headed to Jalan Membina for Mee pok! - Home sweet home! :*)

Bb! =P

2009-07-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

National Day is our 2000th day together ! :D

haha. hehe. hoho. lala.

i think you are the right one . I WANNA MARRY YOU!

2009-07-24T02:23:00.005+08:00

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~~EVERDAY~~ ~~from Monday to Friday.~~

~~I NEED MORE SEMI-FORMAL OFFICE WEAR CLOTHES!~~

~~New task - New lifestyle - New learning experience - New challenge - Better future prospects awaits me - Money money rolling in!~~

~~GAMBETTE STEPHANIE!~~

~~加油！加油！加油！~~

~~(cant wait to start work on monday! but what to wear for my first day of work huh?)~~

Im jobless ONCE AGAIN thanks to a morning call from CORUM SINGAPORE telling me nonsense about their internal affairs while directing to me that they no longer want to hire me. IM SUPER ANGRY - TOTALLY AGITATED - FUCKING PISSED - FREAKING UPSET. i cried terribly....... was waiting so eagerly to start work on monday. Is God making fun of me?? - - I WONT LET THIS MATTER OFF.

Bebe, i wished you were here with me right now.....

2009-07-21T11:49:00.007+08:00

ATTENTION!

** I AM NO LONGER A JOBLESS PERSON! **
commencing work next monday as a Customer Service Executive! :) yeah yeah!

Congras me! after being jobless for 1 year straight, im back down to SERIOUS.

IM SO HAPPY!
Thank you Caroline (my customer @ far east plaza) for your recommendation!

im smiling ~

im SMILING ~~

IM SMILING ~~~!

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Sister bought me this strawberry shortcake to congratulate me on finding a job FINALLY!!!

2009-07-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

I think im the Best Girlfriend on earth.

hahahahahahahaha! :D
Bebe drew this! LOL! my mummy laughed non-stop for 1min.

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im addicted -->
im crazy -->
im loving -->

ONLINE SHOPPING!

from Taiwan sprees to UK sprees to Singapore collections! they are all my GOOD FRIENDS!
even my mum and sister are into it now! :D

I JUST SPENT $231.

2009-07-14T03:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 65TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! :D
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

BeBe bringing me to shopping tmr! but i bought alot of online stuffs alrdy!!!
CONTROL STEPHANIE! CONTROL!!!!!!!
Ah AH ah Ahhhhh!

more pictures are up in my previous post (4th july @ Top One Ktv)

IM IN SERIOUS LOVE WITH RIBBONS!

2009-07-13T00:55:00.006+08:00

I realised i have not blog about many outings that i have been to!

Im lazy anyway! so lets just do with it. HAHAH!
Let me just recap back to ytd (Sat).

Boyfriend came at 4pm to help me out in the shop! luckily he came - seriously cant manage alone. Got to know a customer who is going to intro me an office job - im happy! gonna send my resume to her later :)

I THINK I LOOK OLD. many people thought that im either the boss of the shop or im married. even if i wear shorts to work. actually im proud to say that im a very good sales person. customers always praise me of my friendliness and helpfulness. Some will even stay in the shop to chit chat with me - and they are usually people who are much older than me. even a gay once stayed in the shop and spoke to me for about 45mins. & we were like, "Oh man! i knew you for ages!" But of cos i dont let them stay for free! i will make sure i persuade them to buy at least $50 worth of things! HAHAH!

overall, i think im cute. real cute . im very me - me me ME!

Back to the topic!

Closed at 9pm. headed back to Bebe's house - bath,change,re-makeup and out to Central Mall to meet Augustine and friends. Was supposed to go to a club/pub at Central Mall Level 5 but Meng did not wear jeans!!!! LOL! we even got the chop/stamp already! HAHA. left there with Meng and Boyfriend - leaving Aug and his frens there. Met up with Kenny and clicks - went to Kbox at Cineleisure eventually. bill up to $400 for the 8 of us! opened Martell and Jugs of beer. none was drunk - surprisely! everyone seems to have the mood to drink man! and of cos, when someone like me is in Kbox - sing sang sung came into picture! haha. I ENJOYED MYSELF! Singing is part of my life! HAHAHAHAHA! ended at 6am. home sweet home to Bebe's house! very long never sleep with him already! :D :D

woke up at 2pm. chit chat with my MIL and Aunty. dinner downstairs - super terrible food. My craving for salted veg with tofu soup turned out to be a disappointment - SUPER DISAPPOINTMENT. i was craving for it since 2pm when i woke up! even the rest of the food sucks to nowhere! plus, its Ex as well!! ARGH! i think only the rice is worth eating. (im angry again! NOW!)

home sweet home @ 9 :)

Eat again! Mummy got cook! :)

Hokkien Mee from 7-11! LOL!

Snapped from Level 8 of Cineleisure lift! this boy~ very cute man!!
AH PUI!

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4 July

I am with: Merissa, Leo, Merlin, Allan and Eddy

went: Lagoon at East Coast Park for lots of food! 360 for some wine and chit chat! Changi Airport to fetch Allan's gf and G4 station to drink and slack!

6 July

Top One Ktv with Sis and Dinner with Mummy and Sis in the evening. :)

SUPER SHAGG THAT DAY!!!!

2009-07-10T00:31:00.003+08:00

My mum made Pikachu a hip-hop king! :) =) he's on my hp wallpaper .

Sis bought from Disney Land Hong Kong! :D (disney chocolate pictures will be up sooonnn!)

I bought these from Watsons! :) i cant resist such cute stuffs ....

This is the hot pink pen im talking about! :P

& the rest are my protraits.

Pimples pimples go away! :)

BB cream is Not Bad! :D

im trying to gain 2 more kg! i want to be fatter - dont ask me why!!!!!! girls too thin not nice; fatter boyfriend hug more comforty! HAHAHAHA! :O

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next year HK trip might change to Taiwan trip. :)

(IM A LITTLE BIT CRAZY TODAY)

IM IN LOVE WITH RIBBON-SHAPED STUFFS!

(i bought ear rings, ring, necklace and a dress of ribbon shape recently! --- i think im seriously in love .)

2009-07-02T03:29:00.000+08:00

Crystal Jade Cupcakes! :)

01 July .

i dont know if im lucky or unlucky today;went to town and bugis for shopping with my sister.
Sis bought a couple of stuffs for me and herself! its sooo freaky NICE to have a sister who have all the different banks' credit card! cos credit card nowadays = DISCOUNTS!!! you will be able to spot many banners/posters outside shops stating: "UOB card members : entitled 15% off total bill etc etc." not to mentioned Citibank,DBS and OCBC! even when we dine in restaurants, HSBC cardholders got discount also lah!! LOL. Okay, my sister is not only nice, but GREAT - WONDERFUL - AWESOME!!! she even let me keep one of her UOB credit card! hahahahah! I LOVE HER! She told me she will sub to me when i reached 21! Woohooo!!!! thats like, 10 more mths! LOL!!!!! she already sub 2 to my mummy and i think mummy is craving for more !!! hahah! this is our mother;daughter secret. my dumb daddy dunooo! LOL!! im so crazy about spotting banners/posters that i screamed whenever i saw one and my sister will look at me with her Ti-ko eyes! LOL LOL! haha - at bugis i saw a poster stating: RHB Cardholders entitled ...blah blah blah ..." i turned and asked sis: "you got RHB c.c?" She replied: "No. (spotted the poster - laughed - grabbed my hand and walked away) RHB i dont have - so kuku one - so, dont buy. here the things also not nice." .....(dots!) i was just asking loh! i dont even know which bank is RHB. must be some china bank ~~~~ lalala!

Alright, back to topic!

my 4 unlucky encounters:

1. On the way to town, there's a red ant who love me so much it crawls happily on my arm. i hit it hard enough to end its miserable life.
2. While waiting for the bus to bugis, a cute spider came to make friend with me - i did not want to and tried to kill it - failed instead,thus, ended feeling itchy all over my body!
3. Listen hard. I FELL DOWN. worst still, at TAKASHIMAYA. all thanks to my delicious Crystal Jade herbs chicken wing (was concentrating on it so damn much that i did not watched my step.) Thus, ended myself with loud laughter - a freaking big blue-black on my right leg - the death of my last toe nail.
4. What comes next was even more amazing. was so tired that i took a short nap during my journey home. guess what? for dont know what weird reasons, i choked on my saliva and started making a fuss and shame outta myself! i was coughing non-stop lah! I grabbed my sister's arm for help! I ALMOST DIE. and you know what? this is the second time i choked on my own saliva (first was YESTERDAY!). the problem is, i wasnt even feeling that i was choking on my own saliva - it just came so naturally just like a dream!!!
Sis said that that is not a good symptom - called me to consult a doctor soon. how to tell the doctor? "DOC, I KEPT CHOKING ON MY SALIVA WHILE IM SLEEPING! HELP ME." i bet he will give me a odd face which i might just leave the room. :X

I guess no one is more sway than me on this fateful day of 01-07-09.

Good thing is:
Sister got me a Bag and the one thing i have waited for so long: BB CREAM!! (gonna try it tmr! will blog about it after a week or so!) Plus, i got myself a cute hot-pink pen. LOL! &&& lots of miscellaneous stuffs for household. :) saw a couple of dresses i wanna buy from Topshop and Forever21! WAIT FOR ME! :D && i managed to 'bid' for 2 out of 3 latest collection of Modparade! YEAHHH! hope the pants that is pending, the buyer forget to pay money or get rob by a stranger!!! HAHAHAH! i want it so much!!!! even my mummy said its nice and is willingly to sponsor to pay for it!!! just bought a couple of clothes from Joyceshop/Mishop (taiwan sprees) too!!!

HAPPY! (Bebe is going to "AH-CHAR" me if he reads this!)

**Sis is bringing me to Batam for a 2D1N stay this weekend with her secondary school frens! :) but i haven tell boyfriend.

I need to go back to Taka Interior fair by this Sunday to get a new pillow! but its $69.90 - shall i? or shall i get the one from Giant which is much cheaper at $39.90? Wah lao Eh! Stupid Bebe influenced me to get this kind of pillow which is very difficult to find one lah! ARGH!

It feels so good to blog actively once again! :)
Good nite :D

Here's the BB cream sis bought for me!

I need to place a glass of water beside me tonight - in case i choke again.

2009-06-29T17:47:00.004+08:00

I WANT I WANT I WANT! !

2009-06-28T16:23:00.004+08:00

Last night:
dinner. drinking. transformers.

home @ 5am.

I ♥ BeBe :)

my blog song so nice!

2009-06-25T02:38:00.001+08:00

Im Back! :D

Father's Day Pictures:

Location: The Oasis and Swensens

Bebe caught these for me! :) so sweeeeeeet!

DON'T BE JEALOUS! (more to come!!!)

My sister drop the nail polish - & the outcome is:

(still can be so artistic!) WE CLEAN LIKE HELL LAH!!!

Random Pictures:
i fold these when im at The Balcony with Bebe. hehe:)

i'll update accordingly from now! :)

sending my sister off to HongKong later at 4.30am! :D

2009-06-14T23:31:00.003+08:00

i WILL update ~~tmr~~ on thursday.
i PROMISE.

HAHA.

HAPPY 64th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

2009-05-27T02:08:00.002+08:00

26 05 09
Friendship that lasts .

2009-05-23T02:47:00.003+08:00

I Love My Gummie Gum Gum! :))

SHIQI & ME!

location: Cindy's house with Mickey! :D

2009-05-19T12:40:00.001+08:00

11 May
Location:
Plaza Singapura (indonesian restaurant)
Backyard Bistro
Home Sweet Home

thanks Cal for the lil' cake! :D

12 May
Location:
IMM (to buy my samsung pixon valentine pink! :) happy!)
BeBe fetched me back to his home - he went out for awhile to take something frm his fren and zoom~ to get me a lil' cake as a birthday surprise at the tick of 12 midnite!
He was like: 'like very sad hor? birthday no cake? Sorry dear.' & i was frowning. then at the tick of 12, i saw a heartshape cake held by the sweetest boyfriend on earth. HAHAHA!

thanks BeBe! :D you're the BEST!

13 May
Location:
Central Mall (Mr Curry - rated 8/10 from me!)
Take a stroll/Spent time together.
Back to his home - rejected Butterfactory; watched American Idol! :D

*a simple yet memorable birthday*

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO ME! :DD

14 May

Location:

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Imula Bugis with Buddy Catherine and Lovely Sharon - had The Fish Manatthan.

Walk around - had dessert - left at 5pm - headed down to Thomson Medical Centre to see my God-son who is hosptialized. get well soon,my boy!

Back to his home to cut his turn of the mini birthday cake! HAHA! :)

thanks Sharon for the treat and Buddy for the top! :P u girls are superly-duperly loved by me :D

Happy 63rd Month Anniversary! :D

15 May

Location:

Town.

Cathay.

Bebe's home.

Golden Mile Thai Disco 2.

Bebe's Home. (drunk/puke - all thanks to the birthday boy!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEBE! :D it feels so good to hear you say: "as long as you're by my side to celebrate with me..."

*very little photos - kinda forgot to take. LOL!*
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16 May

Location:

Novena for steamboat - Bebe,Me,Kenny & Meiqi shitted like nobody business after that. LOL!

Balestier (Ah Mei Ah Yi Shop) for Gui Ling Guo. love! i wanna go there more often. :D

Egames at Selegie.

Jalan Membina for supper!

Home Sweet Home!

& thats me on Bebe's bike and us changing seats. LOL!

2009-05-13T00:41:00.003+08:00

TO ME!

Bye Bye 19! Hello 20 ! :D

i think im the happiest person in the whole wide world today. :))

a BIG BIG BIG 'Thank You' to those who wished me - & those who never, i swear i will nag at you when i see YOU!
pretty disappointed cos some really good frens kinda forgot about it. however, surprised at some who came out unexpectedly. :P

Overall, im still a HAPPY girl. another year older = heavier burden, more stress - more effort and hardwork. :) But i am STEPHANIE - i can do far .

MASSIVE UPLOAD COMING UP THIS SUN/MON! :D

2009-05-10T23:17:00.007+08:00

:)

Happy Mother's Day to Mummy and Mama! :D

<3
<3

2009-05-08T14:35:00.005+08:00

I'm back to my ordinary weight of 45kg! HAPPY ! :)

it might varies next week ......

because ~

Sat: Bebe campmates's BBQ

Sun: Mother's Day Dinner

Mon: Dinner with Besties

Wed: MY BIRTHDAY! Sure eat alot de loh!

Fri: Bebe's Birthday - (even worse!)

2009-05-04T13:56:00.003+08:00

Mass Upload!

I spent 5.5 hours uploading/shifting every picture nicely! (I dunoo how to use Flock and Photobucket uploader! i have to use Blooger's uploader - which uploads 5 pictures at a go! Go count how many pics are there and divide it by 5 - thats the number of times i click on the word: UPLOAD. hahah!)
You guys better appreciate it! HAHA! :)
Pictures only! - (if i were to type everything out, you've got to wait for another 5 hours! HAHAHA!)

Tioman trip was WONDERFUL! FUN! AWESOME! Besties Leo and Merissa are the best buddies ever!
& YOU KNOW WHAT?? more trips are awaiting us~~ Lalalala! :P

Bali-Surabaya/Taiwan NEXT!

Bebe came to look for me as soon as i reached home from Golden Mile. :) MISS U SO MUCH!! :) Lets go holiday tgt!

Here comes the PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :P
(you can find them in my facebook as well.)

29 April

Met up with Bebe again - accompanied him to see doctor. then, to Vivo to see if there's any movie to watch/check out M1 stores - Headed to Chinatown to have dessert! Mocca Snow Ice! Super Big! Taste: 7.5/10

30 April

Sister took leave today cos she wanted to have a long weekend break! HAHA! Previous Night: I asked her out and she exclaimed she's pretty sick of thinking of where to go in Singapore. So, she 'ordered' me to think of a good place if not, she'll rot at home or go JB herself! LOL. *TINK!* i thought of Science Centre and National Museum within 5 secs! HAHA! Then she was like: 'Wah~ Good idea man! (she started searching the website) After a few mins, she responded: 'SET! Let's go Science Centre tmr!'

Haha! Im like writing a essay. you must be here to see our expressions - Damn KUKU! hahah!

Anyway, it has been several million years since i went Science Centre - the day experience there was GREAT! Sometimes, i just love my sister more than any other people in this world. She's the BEST sister anyone would have wish for. :) (i know she would give me a 'Disgusted' face when she reads this. HAHAH! I dont care! - im gonna make her PUKE! I LOVE YOU JIE, I LOVE YOU JIEJIE!!!!!)

Day Summary:
Science Centre
Jurong East Pasar Malam
IMM (we bought many similar stuffs in Daiso for our rooms!)
Swensens @ IMM (Sis got 2 complimentary ice-cream vouchers from Prudential - & she ordered a Firehouse Happy Birthday for me! HAHA! 13 days in advance, i blow a candle!

:) I WAS SUPER HAPPY THAT DAY!

LOVE,
STEPH :)

2009-04-30T01:24:00.008+08:00

IM BACK FROM TIOMAN!
(tuesday @ 7:30 pm)

i put on 2kg!!!!!!! - now, im 101% sure im a BIG EATER!!!!!!

:) Photos will be up soon! i (no, WE) had a wonderfullllllllll time there! :) I LOVE MY BESTIES!

Next: Bali or Taiwan in Sep/Nov.
(Korea trip will be postponed to next year summer season.)

I wanna go Bintan with boyfriend! :) shall really really plan!

Birthday: 13 more days.

Im getting Samsung Pixon(pink) - Sorry Sony Ericsson C905! heard that you have many problems and the more i see you, the more i feel your 'face'(screen) is SMALL.

most probably getting the phone on Mother's day! Thank you Bebe in advance!

any suggestions what birthday present to give my boyfriend of 5yrs ?????!!
Boyfriend's Birthday: 15 more days!

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!

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im going Singapore Science Park with my lovely sister tmr! :) then, there will be more photos! :)

Bebe bought LG Viewty(white) ! :))

2009-04-24T14:45:00.007+08:00

i've got so much to blog ! but im simply LAZY.
Therefore, my next update will be next week when im back from Tioman!

2 more days to Tioman! woo-hoo~!

gonna accompany Bebe for the night today cos im gonna be without him for the next 3-4 days! :(

hopefully, NOBODY will disturb our time tgt.

i need to get a top from Dorothy Perkins.
i need to get the slippers from Ben.
i need to put songs into my Ipod.
i need to change my nails colour.

I NEED TO GO FOR MY GOLD FACIAL!

:) :) :)

2009-04-17T01:33:00.003+08:00

14 April

HAPPY 62th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

- Bebe came to fetch me; watched Fast & Furious 4 at Great World City. pretty good :) rated 7.5/10 by me!
- Headed back home to cook fried rice and spent time tgt!
- Bebe stayed overnight at my house; slept at 6am! HAHAHA.

15 April

- Woke up at 3+ .. ordered Pizza Hut! Yummy Yummy!
- Both of us prepared - headed over Kim Tian to take MC and then to Bukit Purmei for soccer :)
- Back to his home ; slept at 5am. super tired.

16 April

Mummy and Daddy are back from Genting! :) lost money. haha!

Helping Meng's mum to tend the shop tmr! :) gonna sleep soon.

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To those who have named themselves as 'passerby' before or whatsoever shit name( or those who plan to ), i wanna say:

There must be something wrong with your mentality. I seriously dont understand why is it that you hate me so much or disagree with whatever i do (which is my OWN problem) but on the other hand, VISIT my blog and made a comment. if i wouldnt like something or someone, i wont even bother to know a single shit out of him/her, let alone visiting/reading her blog.

I just feel it so SILLY man. to me, it seems that you're just purely jealous over my boyfriend and me? ha! which perhaps isnt a bad thing as well. a busybodier actually had a large amount of vinegar!!!

& HELLO!!!!! who says a couple cant break and patch as they want??!!!
i can do it a hundred times - a thousand times - even a million times! COS IT MY PROBLEM AND NOT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS, BABY!

i bet you have never been in a relationship - perhaps you dont know what's a break or patch. maybe you're those kind whose boyfriend just wanna break up with and NEVER patch again - thats why you have never had the feeling of 'patching' !

The above are delicated to those people who hate me back at that computer screen. & please please remember this - i dont wanna keep repeating and repeating over and over again: IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ME OR DISAGREE WITH HOW I MANAGE MY LIFE, JOLLY WELL STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG. SO SIMPLE AS THAT!

oh! these people are making me think that im mature for my age.

i really wanna shout this now.
WA PIANG EH!!!!!! BREAK ALSO LET PPL SAY - PATCH ALSO LET PPL SAY! HELLO! WHOSE RELATIONSHIP IS THIS???! YOURS OR MINE? STUPID STUPID KPO-ERS!

HAHAHA!

(i just wasted 5 mins on a bitch named 'passerby')

2009-04-14T01:02:00.004+08:00

Mr Tan & Ms Lin are back together!

Mr Tan & Ms Lin are back together!

Mr Tan & Ms Lin are back together!

Mr Tan & Ms Lin are back together!

Mr Tan & Ms Lin are back together!

:) HAPPY!

Happy 62th Month Anniversary as well! ;)

i really wished im an octopus with many hands so that i can hug all my lovely darlings!
thks to all who cares for me and love me! :)

I LOVE YOU ALL TOO!

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5 hours to parents jetting off to genting!

16 hours to preparing a 'happy anniversary' meal tgt with boyfriend!

12 days to Tioman Island!

29 days to my Birthday!

31 days to Bebe's Birthday!

7 mths to Korea!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :)

2009-04-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

9 April

-Work (temporarily at Auntie Vanessa's Shop)

- Met up with Merissa and headed to backyard for awhile - home sweet home! :)

10 April

Good Friday! went to church with Mummy in the morning. then to Chinatown to get some grocceries - home (to put down all the stuffs) - Jurong Point for manicure & pedicure (cos Sis signed up a package for mummy) - Dad came to fetch us for dinner at a kopitiam near Chinese Garden - home sweet home :)

11 April

-Met up with Merissa at Chinatown to get our holiday stuffs

- The Cathay for dinner at a Japanese restaurant and movie: Confessions of a Shopaholic - its damn nice; very funny! LOVE IT! :)

- Golden Mile - Thai Disco 2 to meet Leo. drank beer :)

- Home Sweet Home! :)

Got alot of upcoming movies i wanna watch! especially 'TAKEN'!

12 April

Work.

MIL packed lunch for me. delicious! miss her cooking alot ! :)

Sales was pretty good for a Sunday! :) closed at 8pm . haha!

had a 2-3 mins chat with HIM just now - HAPPY! :)

hope he's feeling better now.

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Thanks dearies! im feeling better already :) special thanks to Veronica darling too! :))

2009-04-10T00:44:00.004+08:00

Im so not used to be without you ..

tears
are
flowing
again
....

i no longer wish my birthday would arrive quickly .. cos im afraid you're not by my side to celebrate that lovely day with me .

i made the same old birthday wish every year. God granted them these 5 years. But Lord, how about this year? next year?... the following? the rest of my life?

i appeared strong in front of everybody.
but it hurts within ; im weak inside .

i really did my best to be a good and lovely gf to him -- but somehow he cant sacrifice certain things for me.

Shall i give up? Shall i let go? Shall i move on?

it hurts even when im not able to address you as 'BeBe' ...

"Stephanie, go to bed ....cover your blanket well. tomorrow will be a better day where you can find strength and courage to adapt to your singlehood."

2009-04-07T17:59:00.002+08:00

My Birthday is Coming!
Any Kind Souls? Adidas Koolvana Sandal - (Takashimaya SGD 59.90)

Narciso Rodriguez Perfume (For Her) Pink - Any Department Stores!

2009-04-06T00:39:00.008+08:00

how much i wish this song lyrics came out as words from your heart; your mouth.
you used to tell me i was the only one you wish to take care of forever ..... just like this beautiful song ... this real beautiful song.

蘇永康 - Sorry

Sorry....i am really sorry

我又一次把你氣哭在陌生街頭

愛你...我當然愛你

自從第一眼到現在

甚至沒人敢預測的將來

請你相信不是我不願意改變我自己

而是一再努力又一再放棄

那個軟弱的自己

其實我恨透了我自己

沒有認輸的勇氣

讓你受盡了不安和委屈

**妳是我這一生這一生

最最最害怕去傷害到的人

也是我這一生這一生

唯一能讓我想安定下來的人

雖然我並沒有並沒有

並沒有一身溫馴的靈魂

但是我很願意很願意

做那個永遠照顧你的人

我的愛人請聽

我有顆不善言語的心

只能夠看著妳遠去的背影

******************************************************************

Lately, i have been busy... from going to recruitment agencies to meeting my frens for a drink to spending time with my family. Got a interview in a legal firm on Wednesday - just got a feeling i'll get the job! hahah. im going out with my Sister tmr to get some hoilday stuffs. Sister is going to Penang-Ipoh-Malacca from the 10 - 13 April while Dad and Mum are going to Genting from the 14 - 16 April. Whereas me, to Tioman isand on the 26th right up to the 28th of April. All tickets are booked! YEAH! ! i'll definitely miss everybody in Singapore though its just barely 3 days - especially that 'someone'. But i dont think he would even bother about me lah since he can easily find 'love' from his wonderful friends...

I BOUGHT CLOTHES! ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I BUY CLOTHES!

I GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND! SHE'S GWEN - my new ktv 'ka-ki'!

I FINALLY WENT TO SING KTV YTD!!!

:( Calista's grandma passed away last friday - went to the wake with the other besties. take care Cal' darling!

I FINALLY GET TO EAT 'BOON TONG KEE' AFTER HOW MANY YEARS!!!!

i'll stop here. :)

**to all my lovely friends: thanks for all the care and concern. I'M REALLY FINE. i love you all :)

Random Pics:

2009-04-04T00:29:00.006+08:00

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.. 1 month & 21 days.

i love you. but do you ?

2.06am:

you know what best describes you?

HEARTLESS .

LIAR!

my fever got worst all thanks to you.

my eyes are fucking red and sore becos of you.

you know my heart condition - now it pains so fucking much all becos of you.

THANKS OKAY, TAN YAO ZONG!

AND TO ALL HIS FUCKING 'GOOD' FRIENDS: happy now? happy to see such ending?

seriously, WATCH YOUR BACK. what is happening to me now might happened to you one day!

THROW ALL YOUR HPS AWAY LAH!

that time was Jane . the another time was Club Sabai. not forgeting many other days.

I HATE YOU.

i will not forgive you FOREVER.

2009-04-02T00:41:00.009+08:00

IM A LAZY BUM - i'll just summarise what i have to blog! ;)

27 March

Met up with Merissa.
we went:
Bugis .
Law Firm (we walked for about 1 hour before reaching there! HAHAHA! we were totally lost!) . Backyard .
Home Sweet Home .

28 March

Date with my Bebe!
we went:
Bugis - had V8 Cafe. we skipped Sakura cos i wasnt very hungry.
Aftermath, watched Unborn with Him, Veron and Meng .
Had supper - then to Bukit Merah Macdonalds - back to Bebe's home :)
Slept at 4+ am .

29 March

Bebe fetched me home at 3+ pm. He went to Vivo to check out the laptop cos he wanna get one for himself. had dinner with my family at Geylang! the chilli is superb! :) thanks Dad! too bad Bebe cant make it in time to tag along cos he needs to get his hair cut to prevent getting confined for it. :) However, Bebe came over my house after dinner to accompany me and my family! :) LOVES~

30 March

IM AT HOME THE ENTIRE DAY .

31 March

omg! im really damn lazy to update abt this day - gonna really keep it SHORT!

Lester's Birthday.
we went:
Tanjong Pagar to eat .
A Ktv Pub to drink .
Mount Faber to play childish games which i never participate .
Home Sweet Home at 4+ am. :) happiest time of the day !

I realised Majolica Majorca products aint very good - im gonna fucking delete it off from my wishlist!

SONY ERICSSON C905 IN TENDER ROSE IS FINALLY OUT IN STORES!

41 more days it will be MINE !

Seriously, i dont know where to celebrate my birthday this year! My boyfriend's birthday is another thing (cos it will most probably be a group celebration with many brains thinking of where to go) whereas mine, i just wanna spend with him! plus, its on a weekday - i've got to wait for him to book out at 5.30pm! i dont want anything so grand this year - ANY DINING PLACES TO REFER? *money is not a problem(but not too high class lah!). TAG ME PLEASE!!!!!

2009-03-27T01:27:00.006+08:00

sometimes when i say i hate you, i wondered if its true.
i think im lying to myself. cos it seems you mean so much to me now.
this journey was never easy; not many couples could have made this far.
im confused onto what i want sometimes. but somehow you gave me the solution today.
live life to the fullest - with you.

thanks for being so sweet to me today. i really appreciated the effort.

i love you, boyfriend.

you might not be the richest or 'handsome-st' guy in the world, but you're definitely someone who is humble and faithful - good enough to find happiness with me. :)

to all: though money is essential in life, but it is never something that could buy love, happiness and faithfulness.
bear it in mind.

******
Yeah! im going Tioman with Merissa Darl and Leo Bestie!
probably booking the package by next week! gotta wait for leo to come back from Surabaya first :)

mini updates:

25 March

met up with Merissa at People's Park Centre to check out the different travel packages for Tioman. decided on which agency we wanted alrdy! just got to wait for Leo to come back to Spore! ;) cant wait! headed down to Backyard for awhile - home sweet home!

26 March

lazy to make-up and everything so Bebe came over my house to accompany me :)

Fri: meeting Merissa darl! :) suddenly i miss Daiso ! hahaha.
Sat: a mini date with Bebe! dining at either Sakura or Yuki Yaki! :))
Sun: having dinner with my family and boyfriend! :)))

heading to bed soon ~ good night! sweet dreams*

2009-03-25T03:14:00.000+08:00

23 March

mini update! :)

Met up with my Besties at Backyard. eat, drink, chat and smoke together! :) Discuss about our Tioman trip - going to People's Park Centre and Golden Mile ~~this Friday~~ today with Merissa to check out the package prices ;) hopefully, Calista babe can go with us to Tioman! asked for permission from my boyfriend and he gave the Green Light! Yeah! but on one condition: i need to buy malaysia sim card so that he can call me :) another thing is the MONEY. might be looking for part time job first while waiting to find my full time job! =) Bebe came to fetch me from Backyard - headed to Lido to have Macdonald's - then accompanied him to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to see doctor(he's not well) - reached at 12midnite; left at 3.40am! damn super long! its not about the queue but the doctors there are 'turtle-y slow'! HAHAH! back to his home and ZzzZzz~ !

49 days to my 20th Birthday!

haha! still long ... advance celebration in Tioman with the besties! :)

2009-03-22T15:51:00.006+08:00

i have a new interest , a new love.
Say hello to Tatty Bear - Me To You!

i adored it since primary school - now im falling in love with it again.

i downloaded like hundreds of Me-To-You Bear handphone themes! im eagerly looking for the Bedsheet as well! tag me if you know where to get it! Im going to Kalm's to touch these cuties tmr! HAHAHA.
omg! i reali cannot like something - i'll search everything within my means to get it! :)

My birthday is coming! This is one of my wishlist . I want the super fat one (middle size).
Any kind souls?

~~tatty, i need you by my side now - as i have no one to cuddle to sleep anymore.~~

~~没想到你说最近选择一个人睡 .~~

2009-03-22T02:08:00.003+08:00

i need a break ... a break after 5 long years .

(dont ask me why or what happened please)

2009-03-21T01:30:00.003+08:00

18 - 19 March

12+am: Bali House to celebrate Shi Wei's Birthday.
4am: back to Bebe's house. bath, change, sleep.
7+am: woke up to puke. LOL :)
3+pm: woke up!
7+pm: went for steamboat at novena with Bebe and his family.
9pm: back to his house
11+pm: Egames with Bebe and his frens.
4am: home sweet home ! :)

20 March

at home the entire day. super lazy.
im super fat these few days.

i ate 6 meals today.

2009-03-17T02:53:00.005+08:00

Updates!

13 March

2nd time of the year that is Friday the 13th! nothing bad happened to me though - was on the other hand, pretty fun! LOL. 2nd interview in the morning - guessed i did pretty well, but unfortunately, i've decided not to take up this job due to the working hours. all along i thought the working hours will be office hours(which i wanted) but instead, it was retail hours! plus, i've got to work on saturdays as well! spare me, saturdays! i need friday night with my besties and saturday with my boyfriend, dude! :) i believe one day i could find a job which i'll be happy to be in. just hope that for every resume sent, i'll be shortlisted! once im shortlisted, interview is a piece of cake to me man! LOL. God Bless! ;) anyway, back to the story. met up with Merissa and Russell for dinner - went to Daiso to shop(bought a tissue and sanitary pad pouch) as i arrived there earlier - headed to a Indonesian restaurant for dinner. :) chit chat about Russell's gf (ex). do not understand why some girls can be so materialistic! argh! imagine 13k off your bank account! haha. luckily, im someone who doesnt go for branded! To me, i'll admire girls(or boys or gays!) who have branded goods only if they THEMSELVES can afford it rather than spending other people's money to get it. you you you ... to Russell's ex gf( though u will never ever read this; i just wanna shout out in my blog!): You dont know how fortunate you are! you should like make yourself free one day and head down to an orphanage home or any needy homes to see how some other people are living and then perhaps you will be noted on how fortunate you are! F U C K U ! :X back back back to the story ... : Yu zhong tagged along - headed to Backyard after that to find Leo and Calista. Mer and Yu Zhong went for a movie - Russell left at 1+ - Bebe came at 2am - Mer and Yu Zhong came back afer the movie - chit chat till 5am - home sweet home! ;) happy! the 2 YZ (Yao Zong and Yu Zhong) kept talking about bikes and army stuffs! plus, Porn! haha! had lots of fun there that i dont wanna leave! I love my BESTIES! They are like the best people in the world! ;)

14 - 15 March

HAPPY 5th YEAR and 1 MTH ANNIVERSARY!

Bebe woke up at 12noon - he came over my house - My dad forgot to buy newspaper so Bebe went down to 7-11 to buy for him; he surprised me with a Kinder Joy as an anniversary present! LOL. i told him he was so lame but inside my heart i 'si beh an shuang!' HAHAHA! - bath; prepare - headed down to Town. had early dinner at 5+ at Sanur! my favourite place for Indonesian food in Spore! :) billed up to 80+! had ice cream as well! walked around Taka, Wisma and Heeren. headed back to his home after that. we left his home for my home at 11+. Bebe stayed over my house cos we're going to JB tmr morning with my Mum and Sis! :) fall asleep on the sofa at around 2+; Bebe carried me to the room and pat me to sleep then he continued to use the computer. He woke up at 6+ am - he forgot to bring his belt - he went home to take and came back to my house. luckly he got bike! left for JB at 9am. JB: eat, shop, slack! bought 2 cardigans and 2 bras! i want to go in again to buy more bras! (not enough time - if not i sure buy 10!) LOL. Bebe bought a pair of slippers, socks, cigarettes and some stuffs for his Ah Ma! Mum and Sis bought a number of stuffs as well. Especially, 'Koropok'(chips)! We went to Jusco and my sister and i were snatching over a tweety bird bedsheet that we both love! LOL. damn funny! Bebe was very sweet during this trip - Thank you for taking care of me and my family when there are alot of people around us. We went for manicure and pedicure as well! changed my hand nail polish to Baby pink! hahaha. the lady who did for me very funny. thinking that i have nail colour on, she kept using the remover to try to remove it den she asked me(in chinese): "Why i keep rubbing, your nail polish cant come out one?" HAHAHA! So i told her, no matter how long she tries to remove also cant succeed cos i buff it myself to that extend that it is super shiny - as if i had top coat on! LOL. (SEE! i told you guys to buy the nail kit that i intro the other time!). Bebe did pedicure as well - no polish lah - but massage, scrub, cut, smoothen his nails and feet! LOL. My mum kept laughing at him cos he kept touching his feet (where they were many dry skin becos he often play soccer) and commenting how smooth they were now. LOL. didnt make it for body massage though. ;( Bebe, next time okay?! back to Singapore at 9+ - Dad came to fetch us - home sweet home - super tired! the new malaysia checkpoint is nice! at least there's air-con!

16 March

I was at Bebe's house just now - now, im home! :)

Random Stuffs:

1. Anyway, Thailand trip is cancelled fo the time being. Mum and Sis are busy people! Mum needs to check out the factory at JB for 2 weeks in April; fly to Phillippines to restock fabrics, 10 days of holiday break to Australia (which she booked alrdy) - Sis flying to Hong Kong in June as a birthday present from her Bf(also booked alrdy!). So, they no time for Thailand lah! i think i've got to pester them! I feel like going KL also! i dun mind going KL instead of Thailand - since i've ever been to BKK(main purpose of going there again is becos i haven shop enough the other time!) hopefully, Bebe can take leave to go with us. if not, we will have to miss each other again! plus, i promised Leo and Mer about our Korea trip this year!

THROW ME A JOB QUICK! !

2. Bebe wants to buy a LV wallet for me (that i kinda like).

it will be my very first branded stuff. D I A O !

3. YEAH ! Liverpool won ! Man U sucks (though you top the list) !

2009-03-10T00:39:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, MOTHER-IN-LAW!

:)

*got called up for a 2nd interview on ~~Wed~~ Fri (MD got last min meeting)! Happy! ;) Hopefully, i'll get this job though it might be pretty stressful. plus, the interview will last for 3 hours straight! God Bless ~

continued ...

went out in the early afternoon to have my eyebrow colour re-touched! its like FINALLY! and its damn painful! Now, its pretty dark - gonna wait for the colour to shade off abit and it will be pretty pretty pretty soon! Girls out there, please take good care of your brows. Eyebrows does make a difference to your overall appearance! :) headed to Orchard(Tangs) to check out presents for my MIL. but sadly, didnt saw anything that caught my eyes - gonna 'owe' her first; Sat, Bebe and me will go hunt for it! went home to change and headed back to Bebe's house. celebrated my MIL's birthday at Serrangoon. aftermath, Bebe and me went to catch a movie (Push) at Cine. Preview of 'Taken' was shown during advertisement and i want to watch !! at times where there are movies during advertisement(that are yet to be shown; coming soon) that i think it might be nice and my 'cup of tea", i'll always grab his arm and whisper to his ears, "I WANT TO WATCH!" haha. HE knowing my pattern already; whenever im able to say that sentence, he will exclaim(before me): "I NOE U WANT TO WATCH THIS!" haha! cos i only like to watch action movies; at times, romance or comedy. So fun! the show was pretty okay - will be quite complicated to some people, but its something new went over to Egames after that. left at 3+am. tired - he fetched me home and went to watch soccer at his cousin's place with friends. :)

2nd interview rescheduled to fri 3.30pm!

I miss my BESTIES!

2009-03-09T01:23:00.006+08:00

6 March

went for an interview at Chinatown area in the morning. after the interview, i walked past a cheapo shop - bought a Hot Pink Basin Pail, a Cute Bath Sponge, a Container to put my Facial Products and 2 Japanese Bowls! then to CK department store(just renovated - very neat now) to buy a bottle of Vagisil Feminine Wash, Towels for Bebe and Myself and Facial Cleanser for him as well. headed home after that. 5pm: met up with my sister and her boyfriend at IMM - went to DAISO again! bought a few things only this time. Beetle Character Wind Chime, Rice Scooper, Blusher brush, Nail Clipper and Powder Pad. HAPPY!! ;) super love Daiso man! i need to go Vivo to get the bowls - IMM branch dont have! argh! had dinner - bought some groceries from Giant - check out Starhub and M1 shop - headed home! ;)

7 - 8 March

3+: went over to Bebe's house to meet him. left his home at 6+ to collect his bike at Corcorde Hotel cos he was drunk the night before with his frens without me. thanks ah Yao Zong! i bet you enjoyed these 2 days without me. can see from the facebook pictures. Argh!! :( and special thanks to all his 'good frens' who REFUSE to answer my calls! Anyway, im not going to elaborate too much here - just wanna tell those guilty people: you guys might need my help one day just like i needed yours the other time. putting words beforehand, please pardon me for not lending a helping hand when you guys need help from me in the future. cos i wont freaking care about anyone of you! Yes, make this SUPER-LY clear. Anyway, after collecting his bike, we headed to Leo's place - a small BBQ gathering at his condo downstairs as a farewell party for Ah Boon. He's going in army this week. nothing much to say about the BBQ - Lights out at 10.30pm, went up to Leo's place as some of them wanted to wash-up. headed to Party World at Liang Court with Leo, Merissa, Calista, Kelly, Lyon, 2 Korean girls (Bebe went to meet his frens cos im afraid he'll be bored) i didnt know there's a newly-opened Party World there. LOL. Super chio lah! there are 3 types of background lights, the mikes are cordless(i can jump and dance here and there without worrying the mike will get tangled tgt!) and the sound system is damn powerful! HAHA. maybe is my voice nice. haha. LAME. Calista got super drunk and we were pretty pissed off by her actions. Babe, dont do that again alrite?! :) luckily, Ah boon came in time to bring her back. left at 4am - Leo fetched me to Speedy to throw me back to my boyfriend. LOL. was feeling abit dizzy but still opened a com to play Wahjong in Viwawa! LOL. left at 6+am. headed back to Bebe's house - had the super duper nice prawn mee at his house downstairs before we went up. Bebe waited for me to wash up and headed to bed together. :) Bebe, can you like treat me like this EVERYDAY? Stop 'Bullying' Me!

woke up at 5, watched my MIL play mahjong. 7+: headed down to Bukit Merah cos Bebe's frens wanna cut bald. Bebe trimmed his hair as well. His hairstyle doesnt look as if he's in army lah! Can style one you know?!! LOL. bought HL milk from NTUC and headed back to my home. Bebe left my home at 11pm for dota at Egames - i changed my bedsheet and semi-clean my room. My new bedsheet is beautiful! hahahaha.

there are a few pictures with Merissa darling that i yet to take from her - when post it up when i got them.

**Re-touching my eyebrow colour tmr! Threading too! :)

Anyway, do tag me if you know where to get this phone:

Samsung SCH-U440

2009-03-05T00:38:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys, its a girl's thing!

Imagine yourself wearing the most gorgeous dress in the world; Imagine having a flawless face but argh.. WAIT. How about your nails? Is it unclean and dull? Do you need help? HAHAH, IM HERE TO HELP U SAVE IT; I SHALL BE YOUR NAIL CARER TODAY! Let me introduce this above product to you. bought this nail kit recently - tried it yesterday and it was damn good! :) it consists of a body and hand cream, a 3-in-1 buffer and a bottle of cuticle oil. the secret lies with the 3-in-1 buffer! after a 3 steps procedure, you will not only have clean and neat nails but smooth and super shiny nails! plus, it stays on permanently. saw that? IT STAYS ON PERMANENTLY!! you cant rub away the glossyness of outcome nails even by using a nail polish remover! :) im a super nail-carer, so having beautiful and healthy nails is very impt to me! i believe you girls out there felt the same way as i do! its not neccessary to have your nails painted 365 days a year. we humans like our nails need some rest too! leaving our nails plain yet healthy and beautiful is then the key to our nail success! :) like the famous chocolate brand quote: "have a break, have a kit-kat!" ... we as the owners of our nails should give our nails a break from the painting, stickers, nail art etc! 'they' need some 'pampering' at times too! therefore, get yourself this nail kit and simply just spend half an hour (for both hands and legs: perhaps 1 hour or longer) to get yourself beautiful nails like mine!

But of cos, a Buffer and Cuticle oil itself is not enough. you might still need a complete manicure set (Basic: Nail cutter, Filer [make sure its good], Tweezer, Scissors, Cuticle pusher).
not forgetting, Top coat polish and Nail Strengthener!

Place: You can get V&M professional nail kit at Vivo Level 1 - Push cart near Zara. :)
Price: Usual price $90. now promotion $40 each if you get 2 sets, $35 each if you're a student!

(V&M should hire me as their sales consultant. HAHAH!)

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the day i bought the nail kit, i went to Daiso (my all-time favourite shop) to get whatever that caught my attention. these are some things i got for myself:

I LOVE THESE BOWLS! i have been using these bowls since the day i bought them!

Plus, some random stuffs.

i also bought a cute plastic bag (so that i can put everything inside that bag when i go shopping - some shops the plastic bag super ugly!) - forgot to include in the picture.

IM SO GOING TO DAISO AGAIN!

(this friday to the one IMM ! the biggest one in Spore! HAHAH!)

**I bought these stuffs on the 22nd of Feb - too lazy to blog till now. :)

2009-02-28T03:24:00.002+08:00

.SMILE.

2009-02-26T12:27:00.004+08:00

i downloaded about 100 stuffs yesterday; from hp themes to ringtones to songs!

(IM VERY HAPPY!)

i found myself in love with Me 2 You bear once again.

i learnt a new song: 石欣卉 - 你没想像中爱我 (i wanna sing it in my next KTV session!)

im feeling much much better now (thanks all for the concern!)

ytd was Ash Wednesday but i ate PORK. ( sorrrrryy! =O )

~~i will be helping out at Singapore Expo Travel Fair this Fri Sat Sun.~~

Stephanie is getting fatter and fatter each day! haven been exercising lately. who wanna go jogging with me? :P

and if you dont know, im a SHOPPING CUM KTV QUEEN!

hahah.

2009-02-25T03:24:00.003+08:00

i need to see a doctor tmr .
my heart pain came back again. this time, 2-3 times a day.
the pain is unbearable. i can use no words to describe it.
i've browse through the internet.. the exact location of my pain is similar of a first degree heart attack.

have i inherited my grandpa's illness?

im scared.

i've decided to totally quit drinking and really cut down on my smoking.
I PROMISE.

i wish u were here with me.

im really scared.

2009-02-24T02:27:00.004+08:00

it hurts .

i want to be alone. at least for now .

i saw the scary side of love and the evilness of your friends.
i really regretted helping and caring for every single one of them when they needed a listening ear or a helping hand.
now, i finally realised what it meant be 'good people dont get that much of a pay-back'.

i swear not to be too naive anymore . I REALLY SWEAR .

it really hurts .
it truly hurts my heart to have to be treated like this by you .
a 'YOU' whom i love the most; more than anything on earth .

2009-02-21T01:10:00.003+08:00

nothing much to update these days - im either at home or at my boyfriend's house or out for dinner with him. oh ya! Bebe and Me went to my grandparents' columbrium ytd to pray. and one of these days of the week, i went Billy Bombers for dinner! :) anw, feel like eating eggs today that i cooked 2 different version of it. hahaha! Forget that ugly face - it looks as if his mouth is burnt! LOL. another one is egg with pork floss! & of cos the healthy Cranberry Pomegranate!

meeting Bebe tmr ! :)

too lazy to meet him just now.

will update sooonnn!

2009-02-15T18:54:00.003+08:00

To my Bebe,

i have been staring at my computer screen for quite awhile wondering where should i start about typing this post as there are absolutely too many things i wanna say. therefore, to keep it short and simple, i wanna thank you for taking such good care of me all these years. nevertheless, i too wanna thank God for giving me you. because of you, i found directions in my life and learnt how to be a better person in nature. you gave me a kind of experience that not everyone could encounter. this 'thank you' is expressed deeply from the bottom of my heart and i really appreciate every single thing you have done for me and this relationship. being tgt wasnt that easy as it seems - we had our hard times before but thank gracious Lord for showering the both of us a sense of endurance that enables us to persevere till this day. i would like to give myself a round of applause as well for being such a good gf who does everything to its best. :) you have become part of my life and i hope this lovely relationship will hold on forever. let's put aside any unhappiness or disagreements we had in the past and move on happily tgt as a loving couple as we always were. thank you once again for tolerating my nonsense, craziness and pettiness throughout the years. today marks the 1st day of our 5th year as a couple, i hope we have 'PLAY' enough already and will start planning for our future. on the same date and month in another 5 years time, i hope to walk down the aisle with you and be officially yours.

thank you so very much for every single thing throughout these 5 years.

i really am glad i have you in my life.

thank you for the valentine's day present though being with you is the greatest gift of all.

there is one thing i have longed to tell you:

whenever we are about to cross the road;

no matter how many stuffs you're carrying;

ur hands just automatically raised to hold mine tight -

that feeling is the best one can ever experience.

I LOVE YOU, ZONG.

i know you do too - just from the way u look at me.

you're not only my boyfriend,

but a friend,

a lover,

a companion

and a listening ear .

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !
HAPPY 5th YEAR ANNIVERSARY !
(14 02 09)

Big Head Bebe; Small Head Darling!

my 1/4 decorated helmet; his full-of-stickers helmet and his 2nd wife: his Super-4.

His habit of making his ear while talking on the phone!

went back his hme to put the present and rest awhile. :) Adidas - Liverpool tee!

My 2009 Valentine's Day Present: Adidas Jacket + the Helmet! it looks super black from here - but i dun care how u think, I SUPER LOVE IT!

Bali house - tired and shagg.

Anyway, ytd we went:

Orchard - Marina Square - Back to His Home - Geylang for Frog Porridge - Bali House for a Drink with Friends - Back to His Home to Sleep!

Bebe didnt saw anything he likes - so, his valentine's day present i've got to owe him!

his small gifts of a bottle of his Favourite Marshmallows, the Love Coupons and a Card, i forgot to take photos! LOL.

now that Valentine's Day is over, i cant wait for my birthday to arrive! :P HAHAH!

wish me good luck for tmr's interview! :)

how was your vday? share! tag me! ;)

2009-02-14T01:56:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

Happy 5th Year Anniversary!

nothing could express how much this relationship means to me.

love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

2009-02-11T15:44:00.006+08:00

Edits @ 3.39am (12 Feb):

Random things-i-wanna-share:

- Called M1 this afternoon; asked if the Tender Rose version of the hp i want (Sony Ericsson C905) is out in stores already anot. Unfortunately, she told me i have to wait till May. therefore, i told Bebe that im willingly to wait and he promised to buy it for me when its out since my birthday falls in May too. that means, i have to tolerate using my current hp for another 3 mths!! and i already know what my boyfriend is giving me on my birthday 3 months in advance! HAHA! my initial plan was to get the Copper Gold version (cos gold is my favourite colour) but i-duno-lah.. im suddenly in love with pink. (Slap Me) plus, the pink version is of a softer shade of pink ......

so.. so ... so .... IM WILLINGLY TO WAIT.
thanks Bebe (in advance)!

- I got an interview on Monday! wish me good luck! i need a job badlyyyyyyyy!

- (4.38pm) POSTPONE: My family and i will be renewing my passport tmr! if not, we can't head to Bangkok as per scheduled. i bet the queue will be damn long! Hahaha - have to take passport size photo (HATE IT - can totally see my SQUARE face!). (4.39pm) POSTPONE to 13 Feb: gotta get coloured/pattern A4 papers and colour pencils tmr too! doing up some 'LOVE VOUCHERS/COUPONS' for Bebe as part of Valentine's day gift.
:)
(will post pictures of it when its done! *but contents are confidential.)

- I bought a top from Forever 21 for Valentine's Day! hahaha. HAPPY!

- Boyfriend just brought me to buy a new helmet! & its 1/4 decorated with stickers alrdy - gonna get more customize stickers either tmr or fri! so that Valentine's Day, me along with my pretty helmet will have some serious dating with 'him and his helmet'! HAHAHA. (im so lame)

That's all!

off to search through the web for some nice pictures for my helmet!
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND !i!i!

i cant wait for Valentine's Day to arrive! 2 more days! (though we've got no plans where we're going!) HAHA.

Good Nite. :) sweetest dreams.

FAVOURITE . BEST . POWER. FAME.

Just Dance
Love Game
Paparazzi
Beautiful Dirty Rich
Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)
Poker Face
The Fame
Money Honey
Again Again
Boys Boys Boys
Brown Eyes
Summerboy
I Like It Rough

2009-02-10T03:18:00.002+08:00

meeting my besties tmr for Yoga! Lunch! Dinner! Shopping!

gonna get Valentine's Day gift for Bebe!
:)

14 feb 2009 is a SPECIAL DAY.
let's date like there's no tomorrow.

even if we were to have dinner at a hawker centre; to pee at the dirtiest toilet in the world, as long as im with you; thats the only thing that matters.

HAHAHAHA! :P

2009-02-08T17:14:00.006+08:00

6 Feb

woke up at 11+ am. headed down to town to get Shiqi's birthday present. bought 2 formal tops for myself as well. :) back home - was feeling slightly headache - took a nap. bath and got myself ready - went over to Qi's house. no cab, so i took a bus instead. was the 2nd one to reach! IM NOT AN AUNTIE ! hahahahaha. chit chat with Cynthia and Qi while we waiting for the others to arrive. had steamboat - chit chat - much teasing - cam-whore etc. im glad to see Gary and Jera back tgt ! :) stay happy! headed over to Elaine's house aftermath to gamble. lost 30 bucks to her brother! hahah. im damn unlucky this year :( . a few left early - leaving only Cindy Elaine Shiqi Justin and Me with the gossipings. LOL. i realised that the older we get, the more obstacles we have to face in life. & if you think you're unfortunate or ever wonder why you and ur guy have to quarrel every now and then, think abit it again; cos, there are people out there who have met the worst. - Bebe came to fetch me, headed back to his home. :) played Blackjack again - Bebe lost 10, Me 10 too. :(((( i spent abt 100 bucks today; of which 40 bucks of 'innocent' money. but its okay, 'money never go, how to come?!' hahaha! slept at 5.30am.

7 Feb

nothing much. woke up at 4pm. back home to have dinner with my mum and sis; then to Bukit Purmei with Bebe to make his bike stuffs. after that, to PS to have Mos Burger tgt with Gary Jera Veron Meng and Eug. aftermath, to Bali House. Yuan Han Shiwei Meiqi Kenny tagged along as well. 2am: Egames. saw Jeffrey! miss him. gonna tell my mummy later. Sis missed him too. home sweet home at 5am. *tired

Counting down to 6 more days.
:)

Sorry Mer !

2009-02-06T16:04:00.006+08:00

i think im flying to Bangkok again(next mth)!
this time with my family *

~~i have yet to let HIM know ........~~

meeting my girls later for steamboat!
in celebration of bestie: Shiqi's birthday!
MISS besties Cindy Cynthia and Shiqi soooooo much! :)

2009-02-04T02:36:00.007+08:00

10 more days to a LOVELY DAY that brought us back to our first date.

14 02 04
14 02 05
14 02 06
14 02 07
14 02 08
& awaiting ...
14 02 09

our 5th year anniversary

2009-02-03T16:58:00.009+08:00

hello guys !
IM BACK ! anyone miss me ?
HAHA . HA

sorry for not blogging actively since the 1st day of year 2009 !
:)

however, i cant possibly update everything since 1st of Jan, so i'll just upload some random pictures and update a little about my CNY alright?
but i promise i'll blog more as of today ! :)

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during the month of Jan before CNY, im so busy with my personal stuffs that i have absolutely no spare time to blog at all. moreover, my com is down . HAHA. i went from spring-cleaning my room to shopping to partying to getting everything ready for CNY to accompanying my boyfriend whenever he books out. you know, girls tend to have lots of preparation to do before CNY. getting new clothes is one BIG problem - not to say heels, accessories, bag, manicure and pedicure, threading, waxing, retouching my eyebrow colour or even booking a appointment for my facial. however, im not at all excited for CNY this year. i just dont have that feeling of 'YEAH! ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!' even Bebe had the same thought as me. haha! but still, i enjoyed the visitings. :)

Chinese New Year Eve - Chu Xi

woke up at noon - headed for my last minute manicure and pedicure with my sister. we reached home so late that reunion dinner was set up alone by my mummy. sorry mum! LOL. Bebe came over to join us for reunion dinner too. cos i have to join his as well after mine at home. food cooked by my mum were great as usual. having reunion dinner places a very important thing in my heart because my family and i dont usually dine tgt except for birthdays. well, i appreciate my mum's hardwork everytime this day. LOL :) after dinner, rest for awhile - bath, prepare and headed back to Bebe's house and eat again ! hahaha! but im used to it lah - its like this every year. this practice has been ongoing for 6 years already! Bebe's frens came over to eat as well - 12midnite: we headed to HE PANG - but it was closed by then when we reached at 1.30am. luckily, Ben arrived there early and got us some snacks which is the sole reason why i wanna go there (TO EAT). HAHA! aftermath, we left for Chang's house to gamble. 3am: Bebe fetch me home - gonna wake up at 8am in the morning ... :)

Chinese New Year Day 1 - Chu Yi

woke up at 8+ am. got myself prepared for church with my parents. took a cab down to toa payoh church but no one was inside. in the end, we missed mass service. mum was pissed. LOL. headed over to Shaolin Temple at toa payoh to pay offerings to my grandpa and grandma. i miss them so much - whether is it grandparents from my dad or mum's side, i love them and miss them so much. though 5 of them are gone when i was very young - i could still rem the vivid things between myself and them. all 5 of them doted on me the most. i cant help myself but to feel sad - however, i know they will always be there for me when i need someone to listen to my fears or problems. I LOVE YOU, GRANDPA AND GRANDMA! after that, dad mum and jiejie went to catch a movie: Love Matters; while i took a cab down to Bebe's house as usual every year after praying to go visiting with him. waited for them to get ready - headed to Bebe's Ah Gong house - den to his Ah Chor house - and back to his Ah Gong house for visiting. HAHAH. its the same every year. Gamble, eat, watch tv etc - Chang, Shiwei, Ben, Bebe and Me headed down to Bukit Merah to have KFC - aftermath, went back home to change heels (my heels are killing my feet/toes!) and back to Ah Gong house to wait for the rest to go Wee Long's house. Wee long house: slack and smoke there while the others gamble and drink. one of our fren along with his fren got into an accident - pretty serious - i've got goosebumps all over my body when i saw him. luckily, he's fine now. home sweet home at 5am. :)

Chinese New Year Day 2 - Chu Er

woke up at 11+ am. got myself prepared - headed to my Uncle's house for visiting. had lots of fun there - gamble, eat, drink and photo-taking! my Uncle's steamboat soup is damn POWERFUL! hahaha. one different thing this year: I did not go visiting with Bebe on Chu Er. usually, i'll be at my uncle's house till 5+ and then meet Bebe to go his Auntie house - but becos he have to book in by 8.30pm, we did not meet. :( haha. this year, my sister and cousins also never meet their frens! LOL. usually, we cousins will run off when the clock ticks 5. HAHA! left for home at 9+pm. dad fetched us home. ;) tired day!

i love this 3 shots pic - but where's my head in the 3rd shot???! Jiejie is a bad photographer!

Chinese New Year Day 7 - Chu Qi (Ren Ri)

stayed over at Bebe's house the previous day, woke up at 2+, Bebe and I prepared and headed back to my house to meet my parents and sister for dinner and LOU HEI! Bebe suggested upper serrangoon - so we serrangoon! LOL. the food there really very nice esp. the salad prawns! the Yu Sheng is powerful-ly good ! HAHA. headed home - watched tv for awhile and went to Chang's house. home sweet home at 11+ while Bebe went to play game. :) LOVE HIM.

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the rest of the days, im either out shopping or accompanying my boyfriend. thats all!
I MISS MY BESTIES! - haven seen them since very long alrdy.
hopefully, we can meet tmr ! :)
lets have a good meal tgt !
miss my god-son Jerome. haven pass him Ang Bao yet!

will update soon! hope you guys enjoyed your CNY too!

*Dont ask me why i never snap any pictures with my boyfriend. cos i wanna know why too! HAHA!

hmm.. and to my boyfriend, TAN YAO ZONG: you haven give me Ang Bao yet!

haha!

My Lovely Bedroom! :)

2009-01-12T03:07:00.001+08:00

Half Psychotic, Sick hypnotic got my blueprint its symphonic.
Half Psychotic, sick hypnotic got my blueprint electronic.
Half Psychotic, Sick hypnotic got my blueprint its symphonic.
Half Psychotic, sick hypnotic got my blueprint electronic.

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2009-01-10T01:35:00.003+08:00

I'M A SHOPPING QUEEN !!

im inspired to wear pretty clothes again! im gonna fuck care my short hair and get down to BUSINESS once again !

WATCH ME . . . closely

**How about a round of applause ~ ~

2009-01-08T13:26:00.002+08:00

i will be very busy again from now till CNY.

Things line-up:

8 - 19 Jan: Study whenever im free. Exams are near!
9 Jan: Interview at Sephora.
9 - 10/14 - 16/17 - 18 Jan: Shop for CNY clothes, heels, accessories etc.
12 Jan: Cut my fringes & Retouch my eyebrow colour and shape
21 Jan: Threading & Waxing
22 Jan: Spring clean my room and change my bedsheet.
23 Jan: Manicure and Pedicure

:) BUSY ME !

meeting my bestie Calista to study soon!
find me at Vivo if you miss me !
:)

2009-01-06T05:12:00.005+08:00

UPDATES!

Edits in Grey @ 7 Jan 1:35am

Guess what?
i finally found this top online !
im going to transfer the money to the supplier tmr and it will be mine in a few days time !
though it's much more expensive($26) compared to the previous time when i saw it at $21. i have sent an email to her to bargain! hope she's good enough to lower the price and close this deal.
plus, HOPEFULLY, it will look exactly the same as shown in this picture.
:) HAPPY!

I MANAGED TO CLOSE THE DEAL AT 21 BUCKS ! (PAID!)

Alright. i haven been blogging since day 1 of 2009. however, i have nothing to blog !!! i have moved back home again from my boyfriend's house (my mum asked me to move over to Bebe's house - since im always staying there and not at home). worth considering ! LOL. these 6 days, im like 24 hours beside my Bebe. watching him play game and soccer; eat, sleep, drink, shop, everything tgt lah ! so, thats all you guys have to know. no use blogging day by day saying the same things. HAHA!

i'll most probably meet my Besties this week.
will update soon alrite?

its time to buy CNY clothes! this year i'll be wearing very simple(got idea what to wear already. hopefully, can find it!); unlike past years.

and please please please : I WANT MY LONGGGGGG HAIR BACK !

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Sis will be leaving for Bangkok in 2 days time.
she better buy clothes for me - if not, i'll KICK her back there!

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39 days to Valentine's Day.
its not just a "let's-celebrate-we-are-bf-and-gf -day" for my boyfriend and i. but a day which leads us to recall this very day/date 5 years ago; how important this day means to us, our preservance towards this relationship, the obstacles and challenges which we overcome tgt which leads to who we are today. some people used to ask me ain't i tired of being in such a long relationship and my answer is a Big NO. to me, as long as i abide by my own principle(Faithfulness), i will get what i want, which is Respect and Love from my partner.

5th year - WOW WHOOOOO!!!!

let me share something with you which i told my boyfriend ytd.
these few days, i have been 'envying' girls who wear pretty clothes to clubbing - and for no reason, i find myself getting older and uglier each day. i have millions of clothes at home - i used to be someone who you can never find me wearing the same clothes within a month. but since dunoo when.. you can actually spot me wearing back the same old clothes weeks after weeks. perhaps, days after days. i can wash it and wear it; wash it again on the night itself and wear it the next day again(for pants lah). im famous for wearing dresses/skirts in the past - anything that's the latest trend, you can catch me wearing it. i need at least 2 hours to dress myself up. i used to have strangers asking me where i bought my stuffs. but now, im just someone with clothes on. even at times when i do wear dresses and skirts, i kinda dont have 'that feel' anymore - that feel of being pretty. come to think of it - perhaps its becos i need to sit bike all the time that i cant wear dresses or short skirts; degrading myself to shorts shorts shorts with tees tees tees! LOL.

then, i found another reason to convince myself.
(was telling Bebe)that is: i would rather be a ugly girl who wears simple clothes and have a happy relationship than being a pretty girl who wears stylo-mylo clothes to club and not have a stable relationship.

cos to me,the percentage of 'Sarong Party Girls'(girls who clubs every week) having a stable relationship/a man who truly loves her is as low as 1.346768365392%. if im a guy finding a gf, i wouldnt want a girl who clubs every week. perhaps girls like this deserve being in a scandal only.

Clubbing every week used to be my forte even before i was legal to. but now, i really find girls doing this pretty 'amazing' yet stupid. its all about gaining attention. i mean, aint those girls tired? tired of clubbing EVERY WEEK? my goodness sake! i bet i'll be happier and more excited to go clubbing when perhaps there's a birthday celebration etc? rather than clubbing at the same place every week just becos you guys have nowhere to go or cant wait to dance in front of people? *FAINTS.

dont you guys agree with me?

perhaps being pretty for one day(wedding dinner or CNY etc) will make me think 'i like very pretty today leh!' rather than being pretty everyday and on occasions like CNY, i dun find myself special or expectionally pretty.
LOL.
(^thats the 3rd way to convince myself.)

but no deny that i somehow miss clubbing, dancing crazily, heavy make-up, fake lashes and high heels !
hahah. but if sacrificing these things can make me a better person and grant me true love, WHY NOT? im most willingly to give up.

however, maybe its my hair . since i cut my hair, i dont feel so pretty anymore. HAHAHA!
so, HAIR, please please please grow faster !

after getting a job - hair grows long : I WILL BE BACK IN LINE WITH FASHION ONCE AGAIN. (i promise.)

good night. :)

2008-12-31T01:45:00.009+08:00

New Year Resolution 2009:

- a happy job (i need it badly!)
- money money and more money !
- save money; open fixed deposit account; investment.
- celebrate 5th year anniversary with boyfriend (45 more days!).
- lesser disasters(compared to 2008): Peace.
- everyone to be happier & healthier - free from obstacles/problems!
- lose 1-2kg of fats off !
- to roll on to 20 and roll away 19!
- to be a better person : a more sensible daughter, a more loving gf.

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a meaningful quote ...

1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you
= one way to say I LOVE YOU for you

Credit: HO YUAN HAN (my ardent fan!)

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will be moving back to Bebe's house from tmr till sunday!
will update once im free !
:)

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE ! HAPPY 2009!

may this year be a better year for all of us ! :)

2008-12-29T17:02:00.005+08:00

IM BACK FROM BEBE'S HOME!
back to my home ! back to the com ! back to blog !

brief summary of last week:
(LAZY TO BE LONG-WINDED)

23 Dec

back to my in-laws place to help Ah Yi spring clean the house - new furnitures coming ! 'work' from 3 - 9pm . tired like hell - back ache after everything's done. however, i realized im a pretty strong person. LOL. had dinner - watched Little Nyonya - home sweet home !

Bebe is proud of me ! :)

24 Dec

finally . finally . FINALLY. today is Bebe's first book-out. im filled with excitement! got up at 2 - pack my clothes - prepare and off to Bebe's house to meet him. the first thing i did: HUG HIM. i miss his smell !! LOL. headed down to Serrangoon to have dinner - total: 13 of us. all of us took cab becos it was raining heavily ;) the food were super delicious as usual! especially the salad prawns! all of us cabbed back home again to take bike and meet at Vivo. countdown at Vivo this year sucks. the lights went off even before the clock ticks 12 midnite. but with the companion of friends and boyfriend, somehow the feeling of XMAS still exists. so overall, im still a happy girl! :) headed down to Screening Room after that. relax and drink till 3+.

the rest went home while Bebe took me for a short rounding at Mount Faber.
and it was home sweet home !
so tired - we 'piong' onto the bed to sleep.
very long never sleep beside him already!
HAHAHAHA!

25 Dec

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!

headed to town at 3+ with Bebe for SHOPPING! He said im the Queen today, wanna buy what just buy! LOL. hereby, i fulfil his wishes and buy buy buy ! HAHA. He kept asking me(for at least 20 times that day): 'Are you happy today? i want you to be happy. you're happy, i'll be happy'. of cos i am lah! i very long never shop until like this already man! overall, this is what he bought for me for XMAS:

MY LA PERLA J'AMIE PERFUME! (wishlist strike-off!)
*Bebe, thank you for spending every festive with me. I LOVE U.

left town at 7pm. back to Ah Gong house to eat Bak Kuh Teh!
:) home sweet home to put all the things!
Bebe fall asleep so didnt go out after that.
i watched MIL play 'Ruby'; den accompany Bebe to sleep!

Bebe promised to get me Sony Ericsson C905 when my contract is up next year -April. i think by then, got many new handphones already. Hahaha.

26 Dec

woke up at 1pm.
headed to Bugis with Bebe.
did not get anything - Bugis street really sucks/no time to shop in Bugis Junction. HAHA.
5 - 9pm: Bukit Purmei for soccer.
back home to bath, change - E-Games for dota!
home sweet home at 5+ am. :)

27 Dec

woke up at 4pm.
went to Bebe's Ah Chor house to have dinner.
9pm: left for Suntec City - Carrefour.
then to Egames for Dota - Cine for movie: Ip Man(nice show - rated 10/10 by me!) - back to Egames - home sweet home! :)

28 Dec

at Bebe's house the entire day.
6+: Bebe headed back to camp while i packed all of my stuffs to go back home too!

Other XMAS presents from Mummy, JieJie and Buddy-Catherine! :)

:) Year 2009 in a few days' time!

2008-12-23T02:51:00.002+08:00

im really busy this month!
if i dont blog now, i might have to wait till next month/year!

before i start anything, i just wanna tell you readers that:
IM SO VERY HAPPY NOW!
hahaha ;) !

19 Dec

went back to my in-laws place (Bebe scold me for not going back!). accompany our 2 Ah yi to Bukit Batok to buy furnitures tgt with Meiqi. afterwhich went to West Mall to have Sakae Sushi. :) all the different branches served the same food in a different way - still, i prefer the one at Thomson Plaza. cabbed back home - talked to Bebe throughout the journey home. Chit-Chat; watched Fatal Move(DVD) with them. and it was home sweet home! :) i believe they are one of the best in-laws ever exist!

20 Dec

met up with my besties(mer,cal & leo) tgt with kelly and lyon(our long lost besties!) at town. HAHAH! hop on to Leo's car and off to Katong we go! 2 VS 2 votes for either Peranakan food or Korean food. however, the famous Peranakan food was closed already (cos we reached there at 9+). had Korean food then. pretty good man! billed to 183 bucks! the Besties had lots of weird korean alcohol - while i have ice lemon tea! LOL. Leo became good frens with the Boss there. LOL. Leo is always like a businessmen in our group - maybe cos he's the oldest! i love the complimentary desserts given by the boss! i ate 4 out of the 6! LOL. headed down to Club Armani for Ktv-ing! im a K-Queen okay?! HAHA! i'll never go there again becos the toilet simply stink like hell! each time i need to pee, i have to bring along my lavender wet tissue to smell while urining - & that really PISSED ME OFF! those china girls still can touch up their make-up inside! my goodness sake ! do they have a nose?! can they smell?! are their nostrils that tolerant?! plus the entire cubicle is filled with bloody sanity pads and flooded with used toilet rolls! alright .. try imagining that. and CAN U SMELL THAT FOUL SMELL NOW? so.. FUCK the management. Fuck it fuck it fuck it! another thing that pissed me off was: they just turn off the sound system at the tick of 2.30am(which is supposed to be a 3am closure) without any warnings or signal! Cal was damn angry cos she was singing her favourite song when everything went black-black! LOL. i was so angry that i pock the remaining 4 longans and walked out! they all laughed at me! LOL. billed up to 261 bucks okay?! so idiotic! i was searching for a canned longan to steal while walking out. at least let me eat something to make me less upset ma! HAHAH! kel and lyon went home - the remaining 4 of us headed down to G4. leo was drunk - Mer's resting - Cal and Me were outside smoking, having a heart-to-heart talk. Leo was too tired to fetch us home - however, Dad came to get me home safely. :) thanks Daddy!

home sweet home! :)
time: 5.30 am

21 Dec

didnt manage to wake up for church - damn tired lah! evening: prepare for Serene Jiejie's wedding dinner at Holiday Inn Atrium! im so HAPPY for her! finally get to see all my ex-colleagues in VMW! and of cos my lovely and most-missed Buddy, Catherine ! she gave me a Xmas present which i seriously love it alot! she's one person who is so true to friends that i will always love her and place her in my top priority list! SHE'S THE GREATEST! she never fails to be there for me when i needed someone so badly in the past just like my besties; unlike those bitches in the past. LOL. though we had lesser time for each other now cos she's always flying around the world.. but i love her so! I LOVE HER SO! i know she will be there for me if i lost my way again. hope to see her real soon - REAL REAL SOON! and Sharon is pregnant with her second child! omg! how come no one told me?! haha. love her too! and OMG! Serene jiejie is super gorgeous that night. im so happy for her ! God bless her ! how i wished i could hug her the moment i saw her - i miss Her and Stacey Jiejie so damn much!

dinner ended at 11+ .. cabbed home with Buddy!
;) happy day!
(no photos cos my damn cam is spoiled! :( )

watched Dvd till 5am.

22 Dec

woke up at 9+am. imagine how tired i was. but at the thought of meeting my boyfriend after 10 long days, i cant wait to rush out and see how's he doing! he could book out for 5 hours today for a medical checkup. Kenny Shiwei Meiqi and Me went down to Jurong Point to meet him. i am super tired though - cant stop yawning - cant prevent my eyes from closing. IM SO HAPPYYYYYY to see Bebe today - he became darker alrdy - but still, he's a sweet boy to me. omg! i cant explain that kind of feeling upon seeing him to you guys - but for these 10 long days, I MISS HIM SO MUCH. SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH OKAY?! though i could hear his voice every night, but still, i miss his hug,his kiss, his smell, the way he always pamper me - just simply everything of him. i believe he also lah! cos he started smelling my cheek and finger-tease my lips like he always love to do upon seeing me. he's wearing the army uniform but still do such things! went shopping - he even bought a top ! LOL. he took a cab back - while Meiqi(his younger sis) and Me were in e cab behind him. we waved goodbye to each other - Bebe and i had the same thought. athefeeling of sadness - the feeling is exactly the same as the first day we send him in. somehow, i felt like crying again. he felt the same too. but the angel in my heart told me not to worry - cos in another 1.5 days, i can see him again! this time - i can hug and kiss him like nobody business for 5 consecutive days!

these 5 hours are little but precious ~~to me.~~ to US.
after all that we have gone through for the past 5 years, im really grateful for his love, care and concern, sincerity and faithfulness towards me and this relationship.
I LOVE YOU LAH, BEBE!

*back to Bebe's house. watched tv - 'piong' onto the bed and slept IMMEDIATELY. super tired. slept for 45 mins - headed downstairs to have steamboat with my In-laws + Kenny! Wing Sing Shiwei and Yuan Han tagged along to have their bikes washed. Meiqi and Me helped to wash Bebe's bike too! :) home sweet home!

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i think the next update will be like next year?
i'll be at boyfriend's house for these week(his laptop spoil.)
will try to update if i can !

NO PICTURES FOR THIS ENTRY.
(which i seriously regret for not taking any pics! MY CAM SIAO LAH! argh!!)

good nite!
need to wake up early to go back in-laws house tmr! ;)

2008-12-19T02:03:00.003+08:00

Things to do this week:

~~- Manicure, Pedicure &~~ Threading (thurs)
- Xmas Gifts for Bebe, ~~Besties(Mer & Cal), God-son~~ and MYSELF. (thurs)
~~- Bring my dress to laundry in order to get it by Sunday for my Godsister's wedding. (wed)~~
~~- Go back Bebe's house to see my 'mummy-in-law' as instructed by him. (fri)~~
~~- Celebrate Leo's Post-Birthday. (sat)~~

*Strike off = DONE!

**Threading session is cancelled. Xmas presents for Bebe and Myself will be next week! :)

therefore, im done with this week!

IM SUPER BUSY SINCE 5th OF DEC!

~~thank God i have time to meet my girls tmr!~~

UPDATES!

some random photos which i took for these past 2 weeks. :)
my childhood fren, Jumbo (or is it Dumbo?) with me in TANGS! : 5 Dec .

2 Cute Japanese Figuries in TAKASHIMAYA : 5 Dec .

Birthday Cake Hat - IKEA Shopping! : 14 Dec .

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brief (im tired) .

15 Dec

went down to Jurong Point to meet my sis after her work - planned to go down to Serrangoon Broadway to get the samples of my sister's graduation photoshoot but mum got a last time appointment so sis postponed it to tmr. Sis and i rushed home to catch Little Nyonya which airs at 8pm on every monday for 2 hours :)

16 Dec

went down to Mum's office to meet my sister and her. headed down to Serrangoon Broadway to get the photos. brought it home to chose. it was pretty nice! ;) dad came to fetch us for dinner at toa payoh! i think dad looked very cute that night . LOL! home sweet home! ;)

talked to Bebe for 51 mins 35 secs! HAHAH.
i super miss him!

17 Dec

i finally got time to met my girls!
first to Plaza Singapura den to Backyard to find Leo.
home sweet home at 12!
i almost forgot! i bought a storybook: Dangerous Admissions. started to read chapters 1-3 already. got a sudden urge to start reading again to brush up my English! :) was telling Mer and Cal that i love storybooks which storytells love, sex, relationship/friendship or gossips kind. alright, i know this is so ME. HAHAH.

you readers shld start reading too ! :)

18 Dec

went down to Jurong Point to meet my sister again. this time is to shop for my besties Xmas presents! finally bought them and i hope they will like it :) did manicure and pedicure at Beauty Bar which i'll never step into again. there's this particular staff there that really pissed my ass off! and the lady that did for me wasnt that professional as well. still, the one at JB is the best! fast, nice and chio. most importantly, FRIENDLY. Jurong point is filled with people almost everyday after the extension of the entire shopping centre. i kinda like the place actually. got Old Town White Coffee at well! (but damn ex lah the food compared to the one in JB). LOL. bought a few stuffs for myself too (see below). sis bought a few stuffs as well! :)

told Bebe i like the HURS bag (which my sister also like and is willingly to fork out 20bucks for it and asked if he can settle the remaining) & he said he will buy for my sis as Xmas present and as for me, the La Perla Perfume which im dying to have.

but after further consideration, i've decided to sacrifice the perfume FIRST(next time den buy for me okay?! :X) and settle for the bag! however, i still need to wait for him to book out and show him e bag to see whether he thinks its nice anot!
dont want him to spend so much since he's going to bring me to The Jewel Box to celebrate XMAS. ;)

LOVE HIM.
*did not hear his voice tonight(only for a few mins in the afternoon) ... I MISS HIM SO FREAKING MUCH!

5 MORE DAYS!

cant wait for XMAS to arrive too! :)
moving back to his house on the 24th!
H.A.P.P.Y!

Passport holder, a bookmark, a ring glass box and a mini case to put some items in(im gonna put gummies inside!)

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im still very busy these days! *gonna go back to my 'in-laws' place tmr! Bebe scold already!

Good Nite Peeps! =)